We've Jumped From the Highest Building...|
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|Saturday, May 14th, 2005|
To whom it may concern:
Lauren's conscience has taken a leave of absence do to the strenuous workload it has had to endure over the past few months... sorry for any inconvenience that may come as a result.
prom was the other night. it was as cliche as you could ever imagine it to be, and i enjoyed every minute of it.
the days are counting down to when im moving to florida... im going to miss a few people, but i have august with tom, school vacations with meg and a cruise with kristy to look forward to. not to mention the summer vacations ill spend here. i miss roxy tho, believe it or not. shes so bad ass. k bye Current Mood: tired
|Tuesday, April 19th, 2005|
|love in a void
things that have happened....(in no particular order)
1. the talent show wasnt competitive so whatev..
2. i got a bunny
3. i have new hair
4. my love life is in shambles
5. i went to amazing (porn store) for the first time
6. i won second in the poetry slam.
7. i bought clothes and went shopping with kristy
8. i realized who my true friends were
9. i danced the night away at garys under wear party
10. i applied for like 234983249827498 different jobs and got 4 interviews so far.
11. i taught my brother how to use the washer and dryer.
|Monday, April 4th, 2005|
this morning i went to school in a bad mood and all morning people were up my ass asking e whats wrong. i think one of my friends at school is mad at me for some reason.. she said she was dissapointed in me when she found sumthin out. oh well.. enuf pple are disaointed in me i guess, whats one more person. this week is so fuckin hectic. practice on tuesday and thrusday.. im doin the stray cats song, "i wont stand in your way". theres gonna be a pinao and bass fer back up.. no drummer which i wish i had but oooh well.. its pretty good for settin this shit up in a friggin week. im going to look absolutely dashing... as usual. and i have to stay after everyday to make up french, math, english, gym, and biology work iv missed because grades close on friday. AND- there is a poetry slam on friday before the talent contest.. AND- i have to pack up the majority of my room before friday. streeeeeeessssss. i hope i atleast place.
|Sunday, April 3rd, 2005|
stop being so fucking dramatic.
|We lost an hour...
Well last night was horrible. My hearts breaking... I know its coming soon, and everything will come to an and. And I'll look at you when you walk by, and you wont have a care in the world. You always seem so happy, and you seemed so perfect. And I'll just stare, wishing I could just bury myself in your arms. I just want him to look at me the way he used to.
"But love has no elasticity I suppose.
We've had lead wieghts tied to our ankles,
jumped from the highest building,
and forgot our parachutes at the top."
|Saturday, April 2nd, 2005|
It's almost 1 in the morning and my brain is still going at like 100 miles an hour with all these thoughts that i have running through my head. Maybe im crazy, maybe i over analyze, maybe im just a fuckin wadd of anxiety... a ticking time bomb... maybe.
lots of people have seemed so strange lately. people change so often, its hard to keep up. all i am is nice, i go above and beyond to accomidate other people. but know one cares, or gives back, or even notices. they are quick to judge you, walk all over you and take as they please. I have never been anything else but amazed at how one could find so much to love about themselves, when all I can do is find everything to hate.
Dear Teenage Population of America,
The World Does Not Revole Around You.
yours until 2007,
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